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Thursday, December 18, 2008

If looks cld kill, U wld be dead..

Wat? Wat were u sayin
Tat my looks are killin
If looks could kill
U definitely be dead
I know ur feelin me..

17.12.2008

Wats wrong with the crowd
Y they lookin at us like tat
Its not like we are talkin out loud
Oh..i think those whos been checkin me out got mad
The way u holdin me,feeling so proud
Well..tats just life with me, well u wil get used to tat

U wishin the night wont end?
I know ur enjoyin this
But let me tell u sumthin..ive got a man
But its sumthin tat i’ll give a miss
Cos it seems like the love we had gonna end
Well i know he is somewhere ard here too, doin this
Havin few drinks and hooking up girls with his clan
This is just a part of my life, a crazy twist
I know it's just a guy's trend..

Well im not talkin abt getting serious and intimate
I hate being in another rush relationship, its a piss
We could take it slow know more bout love and hate
And ur sayin ur down for me, tats a bliss
But u see, lets just take it to fate
I love to flirt and all this dance move is just to tease
Im not the girl whom u cld bring to bed
I know my sexy ways is sumtin u wanna feast
Well we could see to this after a few dates
Mayb u will be the one i love or just another guy in my list
Oh sweet baby, look at the time..its getting late
I gotta go now..no no its fine u don’t hv to send me hm n err..sorry.. im not ready for a kiss

get lost. [12/18/2008 11:47:00 AM]

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Monday, December 15, 2008

Family Tree

Body melted with glee..

U r like a treasure found in a spree..

Wen i saw ur face, i'm like 'WHEEE.."

U make the impossible seems so free..

I'm stronger now..as it should be..

Well,wateva others might say..let it be..

Cos ur my baby..

Brothers have been talkin abt thee..

We love spending our times with u hunny..

People mite be sayin bout me..

I'm a single mummy..

Say wat!! She's gotta be crazy to juggle with 3..

Let it be..

I vow last night when I couldn't sleep while huggin u to sleep lovely..

Bros are smiling and huggin u so tight too..we love u baby..

We start painting pictures of our new family tree..

We have included thee..

Let it be..I can't see u bein abuse in tt lil' body..

Let's be a family..

Mama preparing the adoption fee

Some other legal court thingy..

I'm meeting ur legal mummy and daddy soon deary..

Shall do n work my hard to set u free..

We gonna plan to the places as a family,let u see things uve never see

May god bless us as a family..

Hoping nothing would push us separately..

I have not bn talkin bout u to others from my love ones to my family,

Cos they wld think i'm crazy..

But i dont care..I want u to b in my family..

Only brothers know bout thee..

Lets go to the zoo next week, look at the animals and share the cooked spaghetti..

Well, as in pictures u will be so damn happy..

I swear u will be..

U will be mama's another baby..

P/S : Mayb the lost of my other children may have made an impact here in me..May God bless us three..and make it possible for me to live together with these 3 lil boys in happiness, in wealth, in my hard times, in sickness..May God give me d strength to push my way up to raise them in bein' a somebody..

get lost. [12/15/2008 06:11:00 PM]

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

Simon says..

Simon says...

Hey!

And I replied,Yeah..

Simon says..

Care to be my friend?

And I replied,Yeah..

Simon says..

Ur alone?

And I replied.Yeah..

Simon says..

Are you a local?

And I replied.Yeah..

Simon then got pissed..he squeezed my hand and say:
What is wrong with u lady..I was trying to get into a conversation with u..and here u r replyin the same thing to me..

GOSH!!

Hey,tell me wat's wrong with that..I'm stating the fact here..Doesn't that answers his questions..Geezuz..What's happening to the people ard me? or..is there sumthin wrong with me?

I then replied..
Hey, sorry..Mind's not here..He's back..So what's ur name and where u from?

Simon says :
Ouh god I'm sorry. Nice meeting u.My name is Simon. I am from United States. I have bn looking at u from far.

*Roll eyes

I replied :
Hi Simon,I'm Farah..Whereabout in United States are you from?

Simon says:
New York City,The Bronx..

Haiz..Here we go again...roll eyes..

get lost. [4/03/2008 10:23:00 AM]

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

Down on bended knees..

Andaiku tahu bila tiba ajal ku..
Ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umur ku

Andaiku tahu bila tiba masa ku..
Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku

Andai ku tahu, malaikat mu akan menjemputku
Izinkan aku mengucapkan kata taubat kepada mu..

Look God, look at what I've gone through in this life..
The pain piercing through my heart like a stabbing knife

You've seen me cry all those nights..
I'm in the dark,God..Where's all those promising shining bright lights?

You've seen the pain i've been through..
Hear me God,I hope I'm making this up..But No!! It's so true,Look! My life's so blue..

You've seen all those tears that wets this pillow..
All the pain haunting my life,hunting me down like a shadow..

Where is those smiles and those twinkling eyes I got?
God pls..Help me I'm drowning now and I think I'm gonna rot..

God, God!! Hear me!! I can't take this anymore..
Help me take away all this pain that I've had in store..

If you are the one who's reading this,hope your life is at ease..
Read all these pleas? Now help me please..Help me tell God, I need his solution..at least..

Down on bended knees,

Farah Frediazsen

get lost. [3/20/2008 09:21:00 AM]

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Friday, January 25, 2008

For My Cousin

Hey waddup dawg..
We got 1 thing in common..I love chocolates too!!

Anyway,this 1 for ya :

I got a cuzzie,
Who's so cuddly..
So cute,I wld call him tubby..
Someone so freakin' bubbly..
So so damn chubby..
Look once,look twice,he looks just like a ferbie
Hey dawg,dun u be mad at me..
This is no negativity..
This is a compliment for thee from me..
How hard this life could be..
Never feel low, b strong & always stay happy..
Foremost not to neglect ur ability..
Continue strong with ur study
I want to see u suceed in life,be sturdy..
May our relationship as cuzzie be strong as cld b
May God bless u & ur family..
& Always Remember ME

Yours Truly,

Ur Sis Cuzzie..

Farah Frediazsen

Counting stops..it took me 3 min 47secs to complete this shit..

Just For Ya!
Lots of LoveCHEERS!

get lost. [1/25/2008 11:15:00 AM]

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Sweet Like Chocolate

Someone I could call my mate..

Sweet like Chocolate..

Someone whom I couldn't hate..

Remember how we met?

Im feeling all shacked up after a few drinks and my eyes were turning red..

Tell u what..don't u dare leave me in an abandon state..

Coz, ur presence I really appreciate..

I'm gonna hold on to whatever that I've said..

All those texts that I've sent to ya,as said..

Like making breakfast when u're chilling at my place,that's our main plan..

I'm gonna cuddle up with ya if u're ever drunk again..

I'm gonna be there for ya if u ever needed a friend..

Don't u worry,If ur ever fallin, Ima help u stand..

Imagine us indulging in chocolates from all over the world..

Sharing jokes and giggling like every other girl..

Chilling in a club,sharing views and smirking at that girl who dance & twirls..

sigh...

but first things first..

U gotta see me somewhere ard the area..

Since ur my neighbour..

Then mayb we could be closer..

Know each other way better..

Then the rest as mentioned at the top, we might consider..

Yours Truly,

Farah Frediazsen

get lost. [1/24/2008 01:37:00 PM]

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Friday, January 04, 2008

I Sit Down..I Think Hard..I Can Really See..

That your not for me..

Friends told me..

What can u see in thee..

Errr..some fuckin sore in me..

Some sex plee..

Wat else b?

oh yah..no more meeting up my babies..

lol

fuck it..

fuck you..n you..n you..

fuck off rite now..

fucker..

get lost. [1/04/2008 10:20:00 AM]

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Whatever you wanna say.
This is my blog.
I am feeling happy.
Nothing & Nobody cld change me in being SOMEONE that's just ain't me
Say what u wanna say..I am beautiful in every single way....
The words I heard u saying to folks around me...
U least expect the REAL me..
Maybe It's TIME I'll let u see for urself
Wat life is all about..

Not bother me,I'll let you EAT your own cake,
BUT if you DO,I'll let u EAT your own SHIT!Haha..

They tink im a bitch
They tink im a whore
They tink im so cheap
Dun judge in wat I wore

All those lost soul out there..realise in urself before u try seekin otha's NEGATIVITY
Ur words..ABSOLUTE NOTHING..can move me into SOMEONE else but ME
This is how I live my life,by just being MYSELF

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