Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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FavFred All,
I'm so so tired today, backache.arggh.
Last nyte, I was having a bad headache till I can't endure much and went to bed without putting the kids off to sleep first.. As usual, Favian is too engrossed in his Thomas CD-Roms..Frederic is so hyper-active..always running,kicking and jumping ard. Although..It's fun being around with them because as you watch them grow you tend to feel awkward if they are not ard you..How tired you may be..It seems that these kids could lift your spirit high to continue your passing time. The feeling of guilt for not being with them in the day would haunt you whenever you see them smiling at you..with those cute,glittering mischievous looking eyes..How angry you may feel for drawing on your important piece of work from the office, your smashed photo frame you saw lying on the floor..they will still make you smile.
Hearing Favian tellin me his story about school..He has a bestfriend name Shadi and both of them will be talking (almost yelling) and laughing loudly whenever they see each other everyday in the schoolbus..They are from the same class..He will tell me loads of fun childish behaviour he would do with his friend in class and in the schoolbus. They are so sweet. There’s even a point of time when he and his friend would quarrel and the bus driver would separate them. Either one would have to sit in front with the bus driver.. So funny.. Sometimes.. he would also tell me that his friend don't talk to him without him doing anything wrong to hurt him..So, as a mother..I would feel bad for him and would pity him..Always assure him with kind understanding words that would not let him down..So he could face the days that will come with his head up again..But usually, these things won’t last..They will be seen chatting and laughing again like normal..I am fine with everything that surrounds me these days. Lots of things keep popping in my mind. I am pleased with my dear friend for making me smile all day.laughing non-stop..being there for me when I'm ever so lonely in the office(U noe who u r)..not forgetting my cousin too..she's online with me most of the time to keep me company..talkin about school days..sports and many interesting events ..
Life is better..it seems that I am moving on with a cheery look..smiling everyday..feelings rating 8/10..I am happy that I was appreciated by people,happy for a lot of things..I am glad that Almighty God, Allah has show me the light to this path.
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lost. [8/01/2006 04:23:00 PM]