Friday, April 13, 2007
U pissed me again n again..Is that a habit?
U came back after weeks that U've not seen ur kids..You think it's some cool shit?
I've been hoping that u r fuckin dead...Y can't that be real?
But damn..Ur alive...
Ur presence,ur existance in the same place where I stand after so long that U've gone missing,kills ..Thank God I fear nothing..
Pathetic son of a gun..I hate u to the core...I guess I hate u deeper than the core..
Never had I felt like this before..
Ur so fucking useless..acting like ur one of the baby that I shld spoonfeed?
If ur the mothafuckin baby that need to be spoonfed?Im gonna feed u with strawberries made of dynamites and ice cream which main ingredients is my fuckin shit..Im gonna dip it and I wil put it in ur mouth and make u swallow them strawberries n ice cream..I'm a feed u a sweet little cherry at the end of it or maybe spray some whipped cream to top it all up. Then I'm gonna move a few feet away and watch u blew up..
I pray to my almighty god that my babies won't be like u..Never will
I promise that I will guide them thru everything to prevent them from being like U..
Such a useless creature,irresponsible jerk and an ill-commited fucker..
No words to describe this fuckin useless gunner..
I'm letting it go now..I'm gonna set things right..for myself and my babies..for our future
Too painful to bear...
Too much tears...
All you do is promise me heaven that never exist..
Hell is an existance for me...because of u..
Look at U ..Where U stand now?
You wana say sorry..forget about all shits and make me take u back in this heart?
U realised something... that U fuckin need me in ur life?uhuh?
U realised something.. that I'm the girl U have loved all along?uhuh?
U realised something..that I'm the best that U've ever be with?uhuh?
haha..
U realised something that I've realised years before U were gone...
Easier said..U realised too late..
This fucking shows how immature u r..and how toooo late u r mothafucka...
U think its a fuckin game all along?
U think this heart of mine is a fuckin toy? I look like a fuckin dummy,yeah?
Get a grip fucker..
U promise me heaven too many times...
This time round,Imma promise u hell..
I know u will fucking read this shit..
I hope when u read this shit..U choke by my words and die...
U r not worth living..
U hurt me and my boys..
Even Ur mum..
U hurt everyone ard who loves u..
But,U will never hurt ur frens for ones..I wonder y..
Hope,U will fucking see one day that whos gonna lift u up when u realy fall..Will that be ur mum or will that be ur BLOODY BROTHERS whom U have been carrying their balls?
When my boys and me be gone out of ur fuckin life,who would u call...
I promise U hell...
But,gunner If u ever need me one day...
Dial this no. 1900-serveyouright
~Farah~
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