Monday, January 29, 2007
I called you my soulmate...
You have been the one I've rate...
But,I guess its too late...
To call you my mate...
I guess it's all fate...
Things happen as said...
I cried myself to bed...
It's all been made...
To be having this up in my head...
It's all been said...
God have it all laid...
I've tried pulling you with my bait...
But it's all dead...
This is what I hate...
This is the things that's been paid...
Fuck it,mate...
I'm gone cos it's too late...
get
lost. [1/29/2007 11:47:00 AM]
When I pack my bags and leave…
You know it's no vacation…
I have to go…
I have to leave…
I'm not the one for you…
This is fate…
We can see it…
Now that it's clear…
Now, that I'm gone…
Leave you as you wish…
You will be happy…
You know I have been foolish…
But, not anymore…
I can't keep doing the things I do…
It's all the desire that…
Keeps my pride's burning…
Who's going to be there for me…
Not you…
You are not there…
When the time comes when I'm really down on my knees…
Considering what you have done for me…
But…
I don't know…
My mind's been playing with me…
This ain't right…
You make me think twice…
I don't get you…
You don't get me too…
I hurt you…
You hurt me too…
I don't know…
These 3 letter words kills me deeper…
But…
It's too late…
I'm gone,mate…
You said it again…
I'm speechless…
I'll let it be…
I'm not doing anything anymore…
A girl got to do what a girl's got to do…
Farah
get
lost. [1/29/2007 11:41:00 AM]
I'm speechless...
Speechless to the core...
I'm numb...
It happened again...
I'd rather be quiet...
Let it take control of me...
I'm not myself...
But,this is the best I could handle...
I'm speechless...
U said it again...
I'm gonna end it this round...
I thought wrong all along...
In the end...
All I've got is Me,Myself & I...
I will do nothing...
I'll just sit by the sidewalk...
Looking at the passing vehicles...
With the thoughts lingering in me...
Tumbling...
Corrupting me...
I'd rather stay away...
I'm not gonna stay...
I'll make this my last one...
I'll stand by myself...
I will be strong...
I think I've walked far enough and I'm not turning back...
Although,I've reached the end of the road...
I will just stay there...
Fill myself with plain memories...
I'm foolish...
I should'nt be doing the things I do...
I don't even know what I'm thinking...
I don't know...
Now it's over...
You said all the things you say...
I understand you...
Not really...
I'm feeling it now...
Cause all I know...
I'm not turning back again...
Eventhough I saw the sign there...
I don't belong here...
I just know it now...
I will let it be...
I don't need any explanation...
Cause it happen too many times...
I've learned a lot from what I've seen...
Too much...
I'm not falling apart...
I've been foolish to trust what you've said...
Foolish...
When,I have the strength to pack my bags and go...
You make me come back
And now you make my tears flow...
I won't let it happen again...
I will do my best...
I'm not falling apart...
I'm not missing you either...
I'm not tripping...
I'm just letting it be...
You just don't know me well enough for you to blame me...
I will be fine...
I don't know you either...
How you don't know me...
We've gone too far in a fast pace...
We run...
We jump...
We never walk,hand in hand before...
We've gone way too fast...
For us...
To handle...
Just want you to know...
This is not any lyrics...
I'm saying these...
In my own words...
I'm speechless...
Farah
get
lost. [1/29/2007 09:58:00 AM]
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