Monday, November 20, 2006
Morning Madness...
Exhaustion...
Tension and troubled mind...
Loneliness ...
The thought of U...
The thought of losing U...
I can't bear...
How hurtful it is to be with you...
I have been strong enough to endure it with overflowing tears and endless pain...
To leave U as desired...
Is to suffer more..to feel these hot tears flowing again...desperates for its stop...
Now that I realised...that NO ONE ever know me like how U do...
We hurt each other too much...We need a break from all these...
Deep inside my heart...
I just know that U r the only one who ever gave me the real thing...
We lived in each others life...
We decides to make it 'temporary'...
We decides to leave this cold world behind...and proceed to a colder one...
We should have changed for the better...
Make it work for one another...
But, we aren't strong enough...
Lack of motivation...to do so...
U know U need me... and I know I need U...
After I've been into another world, trying to smile again...
I realised...this new world it's not the same...like our world...
No one could hold me like you can...
No one could look into my eyes like U can...
No one makes me feel loved again...like U can....
No one could hurt me like U can...
No one can be there for me like U can...
No one can make me go mad like U can...
and I know I will miss everything bout U...
My Mind, My Body and My Soul...
says...
"U need a rest..U need to smile and feel the glory of this earth once again..."
"U don't deserve these aches..."
"U tend to overlook what life have brought U.."
But then again..I realise..I love challenges..the tougher it gets..the more I want it..
I need U, U and only U..In my life..I want U to save me..but it's too late...
I realise something..In relationship..we shouldn't give up...and put everything aside...never give up...help one another...to be strong...to change for the better...
which we never did...how I really wish I could turn back the hands of time...because..all my life...all I ever need is...YOU.
In My Own Words,
Farah
20.11.2006
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lost. [11/20/2006 11:45:00 AM]
Beautiful...
Disastrous...
Near to perfection...
Lack of Satisfaction...
Incomplete...
So complete...
Plain simple...
Complications...
Sweetness...
Bitterness...
Smiles...
Tears...
Endless Road...
Maze...
These are L.O.V.E
Take it or Leave it...
get
lost. [11/20/2006 11:31:00 AM]
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